"yet I want your will be done, not mine," Luke 22:42
I feel like I haven't learned how important being a servant really is. I have been a christian all my life, and thus been told of all the wonderful things I get for free just because. I was taught love, forgiveness, and mercy. Until just recently though I had no holy awe and fear for my father. I wasn't acting like I had a "FATHER" I was acting like I had a friend who happened to be my dad. I did a lot of the typical "christian" things but I never did the jesus thing. I never worked for my church or for my fellow believers. I worked for myself. I wanted influence. I wanted to have people listen to what I have to say. I wanted to be fed. I didn't want to put anything back in. I wanted to take take take.
So as I write this I am reaffirming my stand. Your will God, not mine. Yours. I want to walk with you. Accomplish your goals. I will make your will my own.
praise god that i don't need to have a plan. He has one for me and I am exactly where I should be in that plan.
God bless you!
Amy
